Wednesday, June 10, 2015

NEW BLOG!

Friends,

I've moved my blog to a new account! Check out http://lifeaftertcc.blogspot.com/ to learn more about what's happening in my life! 

See you there!

http://lifeaftertcc.blogspot.com/2015/06/an-update-on-everything-emily.html

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Unanticipated Change

Sometimes the Lord hits you with a change that you would have never anticipated.

Sometimes, those changes shake you down to your core.

Sometimes, those changes leave you cold and exhausted. 

Sometimes, the Lord hits you with a change you aren't prepared to handle.

I can't tell you what this change is yet. Because it isn't my news to share. I have no control of it. But I can tell you this:

I already know come May 16, 2015, my world is going to forever be changed. I know I am going to be separated from my friends. I know I am going to have to find an apartment. I know I am going to be on my own for the first time. I know and have known that all of these changes are coming.

This change I didn't know was coming.

And my heart is broken. And I wish I could tell you why. Because right now I just want someone to come and sit with me and to help me work through all that's on my heart. Right now, all I can do is write this and wait and hope that this change doesn't really happen. Wishful thinking, I think.